Sunday, January 7, 2007

WINTER TIME among"depression" "meditation" and "relaxation"




مواطن مصرى واعى ..قال ايييه بيستخبى من المطر









for the past 23 years,, there used to be that ,let me say unlovely feeling iam in ,,in the winter time.




for many reasons.. the most impotant one,,is that i used to exeprience winter only during the study year,and mostly during the exam days,for this reason winter has nothing to add ,,but more dullness and sometimes feeling deprivation,, everybody is sleeping or even staying up but ''WITH THE BLANKET ALL AROUND THEM" ,,i used to be frustrated that i have to stay up on my desk in this dull atmosphere,feeling very lonely,,killing quietness,,interrupted with some snores of my father in the other room,,hehe,.




this time and for the first time in my life,,winter comes where i have no exams,no study ,no responsibilties at all,,saye3 bema3na elkelma,,. what agreat feelin itis ,to sleep 12 hours,, in any part of the day,, and wake up not rushing to the desk like i used to,,but why not stay and extra and extra hour in my bed under ahill of blankets over me,,and saying ohh yes,,finally iam areal saye3,,wefadi,,




the other thing is that i view winter now,,from acompletely new prospect,,other than elantakha and feeling the joy of being under the blankets in this coldness,, i see it in the streets,,when i go down and watch people i see that ""egyptians somehow turned into europeans""
i mean ,,""the egyptian usual street character"" is that person staring at others bekol bagaa7a,, we mashy aken eshare3 beta3 abooh,, we akeno fi challenge ma3a enas weshare3 we donya wel7ayah,, we nazarat 3agiba hena wehnak ,, we7arakat beleed welsedr wehewa mashy, 2al ya3ni ana hena,,,heh, meen 3ayez yetkhane2,,


3ala 3aks el europeans,,elwa7ed men dool tela2i mashy,,befakhr we3tezaz,,wef nafs elwa2t e7teram awii,, we boos le3eeno,,sa3b awi en 3enak to2a3 fi 3eeno ,,dayman te7es eno merakez fi 7aga aw beyfakar aw mashghool fi 7aga,, mesh tayeh wedaye3 zay 7alatna,,we3eeno henaa wehnak we akeno tayeh aw beydawar 3ala 7aga,, bent 7elwa ,,gar shakal,,bey7awel yesbet lenafso eno fe3lan bege7,,
far2 bey3kes elekhtelaf bena webenhom ,, ana batkalem 3an el citizen ela3di henak wel mewaten elmasry el3adi,,mesh elnokhba ya3ni,,sawa2 hena aw henak,



henak elwa7ed el3adi te7es men shaklo we stylo we mashyeto, eno mohem awi,we mo7taram awi,,we mo3taz benafso,, we3ando 7ayato we afkaro we shakhseyto eli shaghlah,, 3ala 3aks elwa7ed el3adi hena fi masr,,mogarad nazra fi wesho aw tare2et mashyeto,, te7es eno edonya metala3a 3een ahlo we eno fe dawamet elya2s weldaya3 weltawahan,,



elmoehm ba2a elsheta lama beygy beyhed 7eel enas weyshghelhom beenhom ezai yedafo,,
,,beykhali kol wa7ed merakez wehwa mashy,,alwalan lamem edo ,wesedro 3ashan yetdafa,,wemashghool be eno elgaw bard awi we merakez eno 3ayez yedafi nafso wehewa mashi,welaw ma3a 7ad sa7bo tela2eehom beytkalemo besott wati 3ala gheer el3ada,,,ma3arfsh eh eser fi keda,,bas di 7aga ana la7eztaha,,, wemafeehosh ba2a 7eel wala demagh eno yba7la2 hena wehnak,,aham 7aga eno yerga3 elbeet besor3a,3ashan yekot ta7t elbatanya,,,fa ya3ni ela 7den ma,,esora beykoon men bara orayeb men el7ad el oropi beraghm men eno men gewah akeed lesa masri ,,,

""حديث فيه الخلاصه""

عَنْ عمر بن الخطاب رَضِيَ اللَّهُ عَنْهُ قَالَ: بينما نحن عند رَسُول اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّم ذات يوم إذ طلع علينا رجل شديد بياض الثياب شديد سواد الشعر لا يرى عليه أثر السفر ولا يعرفه منا أحد حتى جلس إِلَى النبي صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّم فأسند ركبتيه إِلَى ركبتيه ووضع كفيه عَلَى فخذيه وقَالَ: يا محمد أخبرني عَنْ الإسلام؟ فقَالَ رَسُول اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّم: "الإسلام أن تشهد أن لا إله إلا اللَّه وأن محمدا رَسُول اللَّهِ، وتقيم الصلاة، وتؤتي الزكاة، وتصوم رمضان، وتحج البيت إن استطعت إليه سبيلا" قَالَ صدقت. فعجبنا له يسأله ويصدقه! قَالَ: فأخبرني عَنْ الإيمان؟ قَالَ: "أن تؤمن باللَّه وملائكته وكتبه ورسله واليوم الآخر؛ وتؤمن بالقدر خيره وشره" قَالَ صدقت قَالَ: فأخبرني عَنْ الإحسان؟ قَالَ: "أن تعبد اللَّه كأنك تراه فإن لم تكن تراه فإنه يراك" قَالَ: فأخبرني عَنْ الساعة؟ قَالَ: "ما المسئول عَنْها بأعلم مِنْ السائل" قَالَ: فأخبرني عَنْ أماراتها؟ قَالَ: "أن تلد الأمة ربتها، وأن ترى الحفاة العراة العالة رعاء الشاء يتطاولون في البنيان!" ثم انطلق فلبثت مليا ثم قَالَ: "يا عمر أتدري مِنْ السائل؟" قلت : اللَّه ورسوله أعلم. قَالَ: "فإنه جبريل أتاكم يعلمكم دينكم" رَوَاهُ مُسْلِمٌ

Saturday, January 6, 2007

""ديل السمكة"" .the egyptian movie.2003...........""the fish tail""




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__what do you expect after watching amovie?
and what do you want?
talking about me nothing but something to really touch me,something i do believe,
something impressive enough to let me not only react with the movie iam watching,,somehow it can transmit me to state of living the movies atmosphere ,,and may be still living this state or atmosphere for awhile after finshing watching the movie.
thatis what i define agood movie...
i dont sit in front of the screen to say ohh,,itis abig production they paid alot to bomb this car,and that scence cost must have been over ....dollars. this is the cinema of the very temporary and shortterm joy,, entertainment ,,mmm,lots of peolpe, see cinema only of that side,.but iam not gonna say big words,,,like the purposeful cinema>السينما الهادفه,and the other bad one,السينما التجاريه ..
all i know is that agood movie is that one carrying an idea or emotion or even joy ,merely joy but in away thatis effective and well done enough to touch your mood,,or mind or whatever,,that film which leaves aprint or even ahint in your mind.

...talking about the movie fish tail""ديل السمكه"" ,,the title used to give me the impression that itis one of these days' movies ,,with the same old story of 2 guys doing thier best to obtain the same girl which is the fish here,, though the story wasnot empty of this issue of the 2 guys and one girl,, YET when i first so the movie,,i was amazed ,,it was strong enough to make me forget the the stress of the exams,, the movie in my opinionis is brillian, especially the role my favourite actor amr waked played very perfectionally there.
the core of that movie is so deep, which tells astory of a poor egyptian guy,,who used to think he is leading alife ,where no life can be worse,then after joining his new job as electricity checker"عداد النور" and whatis this job based on in wandering not only through the whole city districts,but even through its blocks and separate houses....exploring its very deep secrets,,and observing what can this do with aperson who has the poet inside of him,, the movie illustarted how could this extreme range of contadictions in people's livings ,,and meeting the kind of families who live 8 or 10 in one room and the others whom thier cats have thier own rooms and especiality!!!1 ..
moreover different kinds of people ,he has to meet daily how could this all not only awaken but explode the poet part of him...
finally i have to confess here that watching this movie at one of the several times i have seen it,,was motivating enough to make me realize that i can not only taste the slangish poetry ""الشعر العامى"like i used to think,,,,,but laso may be i have something inside of me that i want to write down.,,
and i canot deny that my first two sentences in my poem ,,
'' اه يا بلد" they were taken from similar phrases said by amr waked"the poet" in one the movies scenes..
احمد حسام الدين

HOW DO WE LIE??"" SCIENTIFIC VIEW AND FROM THE HOLY QURAN TOO""

















""Adiagram of the human brain showing areas"""

Functional regions of the left hemisphere of the cerebral cortex. The prefrontal area is located at the front of the cerebral cortex. (Essentials of Anatomy & Physiology, Seeley and others, p. 210.)

"""No! If he does not stop, We will take him by the naseyah (front of the head), a lying, sinful naseyah (front of the head)! """" (Quran, 96:15-16)

سورة العلق
"" (16) كَلَّا لَئِن لَّمْ يَنتَهِ لَنَسْفَعاً بِالنَّاصِيَةِ (15) نَاصِيَةٍ كَاذِبَةٍ خَاطِئَةٍ
Why did the Quran describe the front of the head as being lying and sinful? Why didn’t the Quran say that the person was lying and sinful? What is the relationship between the front of the head and lying and sinfulness?
If we look into the skull at the front of the head, we will find the prefrontal area of the cerebrum (see figure 12). What does physiology tell us about the function of this area? A book entitled Essentials of Anatomy & Physiology says about this area, “The motivation and the foresight to plan and initiate movements occur in the anterior portion of the frontal lobes, the prefrontal area. This is a region of association cortex...” [1] Also the book says, “In relation to its involvement in motivation, the prefrontal area is also thought to be the functional center for aggression....” [2]
So, this area of the cerebrum is responsible for planning, motivating, and initiating good and sinful behavior and is responsible for the telling of lies and the speaking of truth. Thus, it is proper to describe the front of the head as lying and sinful when someone lies or commits a sin, as the Quran has said, “...A lying, sinful naseyah (front of the head)!”
Scientists have only discovered these functions of the prefrontal area in the last sixty years, according to Professor Keith L. Moore. [3]
.now,,,,me,,i used to read this verse since i was achild,,and kept wondering what it means,,and what is this nasyeah,later i knew itis the front of the head,,under which lies the prefrontal lobe of our brain,,i never realized all these things by this age,,and i was glad to know the meaning of the verse,,but it made me more amazed and intersted in the whole topic to know ,,being amedical student,,that this is the area of our brain which controls our behaviour and also gives orders to start actions,i was amazed to read the connection between both what i studied and what i used to read in the quran,,,revising the verses quietly,,i found them both were mentioned in the verses,, whether to keep acting and give orders tot your organ in disobeying ALLAH mentioned in the verse as """No! If he does not stop, "" or telling lies and behaving sinfully mnetioned in the verse as "" a lying, sinful naseyah (front of the head)! ""

Friday, January 5, 2007

اه ......يا بلد

يا اى حاجه لسه مطلهاش العفن










يا اى شئ لسه مقطعش النفس












فى اى حد لسه عندو شوية ضمير












او حتى حبة خجل ولا دا مستحيل









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فى لسه حد بيفكر بجد








فى اى حاجه, فى اى حد







ولا كلو سراب و همبكه و مفيش شئ بجد










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افلام وتحوير,, تمثيل و تزوير








ولو ملكش فيها,,تبقى انتا حمار كبير








وحتى لو لك فيها و عملت اراجوز










من جوه مسخ وفاضى ومن بره فرقع لوز












متتعبش نفسك الفرق مش كبير












ما نتا برضه لسه زى بقيت الحمير








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فمثل براحتك وحور وزيف








وميهمكش لو وسعت ,, مهو كلو متكيف






وافرح بنفسك وزقطط يا عم








طولما ا نتا بتحور ماتشلش هم





طولما انتا معندكش دم




يبقى انتا اكيد الاهم








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اهم حمار.... فى دنيا الكبار






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وعشرين حوار مع ماجده و منار






وخمسين بحبك وانتى حياتى






وميت ميتن ...انتى روحى و ذاتى






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وهما يقولولك,, ادينا كمان




واسرح بينا واكدب ....دا كدبك جنان




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Thursday, January 4, 2007

المشكله هى الحل







المشكله فى الحل,, والحل بعيد قوى هناك فى الضل,,


و الضل عمروو ماييجى فى وسط الغل ,,


و الغل بقى منتشر زى الورم فى الكل,,

والكل بقى مهزوم او ضايع على الاقل ,,

واقل شئ يتقال فى زمان الزل

طظ
فى زمان زرعنا فيه الشوك بدل الفل,,

وحصدناكره وحسد وقنطارين مالغل,,

فى زمان بقى كل شئ فيه فلصو و ممل,,

ايامنا سودا و قلوبنا اسود والحال يشل



احمد حسام الدين
_ahmed husamedin,, shiko sabekan,


alittle fagoomy,,or little foolish




ELMOSHKELA HEYA EL7AL,was the first thing for me to write concerning watis called poetry, i had some trials when i was at high school, but in the formal arabic,,الفصحى,,i dont know why at this timing bezat,,and after 6 years of no poetry wal ay 7aga,, and just before my final exam of the graduation year ,,you can imgaine then what kind of loaded crazy head the one has in such period ,,disoriented for anything,but the 18 books that should be known by heart ,,and how may one undergo this exam day,,each day before i went to sleep ,it was hard for me to remember the titles of the books of the branches i will undergo exams in,,which was frustrating enough for me,,to keep sweating on my bed,,and wasting an extra hour of nothing but rapid heart beats and feeling my cloths wet "of sweating''dont let your mind take you away ... what ahorrible feeling ,thank god serioulsy these days has passed..
elmohem , 2 weeks before this horrible status,,i found myself all of asudden while i was lying on my bed revising some,, shouting in aloud voice ,,by the way my loudest voice is these days peoples normal voices,,hehe,,anyways i said, tab eeh elmoshkela,,18 ketab ,,we eh ya3ni,,wana hamawet nafsi ya3ni,, we eh ya3ni,,we7aseet eni hayest shewaya,, we2a3adt adanden _though iam not those kind of people eli beydandeno i hardly whistle when i react maximally with aosng _elmohem la2etni ba2ol,tab we eh elmoshkela, la2,,fih moshkela,,welmoshkela fel7al,,2olt eshta,,shaklaha keda yegy menha,,7aga,,ama a7awel feeha,,actually it was anice chance to escape studying and feel some fun,,mm it took me about 30 minutes to complete it,,maybe it should have been alonger one,,,bas dameri kan ebtada yefoo2 wey2anebni 3al wa2t,,bas i was satisfied when i finshed it.

little fagoomy,,or little foolish


now,i think itis time to speak about the FAGOOMY '' AHMED FOUAD NEGM: the egyptian most funny and talented slangish poet or the DONKEY like he enjoys calling himself"" http://www.geocities.com/aboelngoom/index2.html ,, sorry in the last post i couldnot help myslef speaking alot about how much medical student suffers ,especially before the final year exams,,anyways,, after i wrote what sounds for me as poetry,,something that carries some feelings ,meanings, and ofcourse the rythme which is the important for popularity and fame,,hehe.am i acrazy fame seeker,,idont think so,,iam abit shy wekaman ghalban awi walahi.
then i showed what i wrote to some friends,actually i sent them in emails ,,and i got many good feedbacks,,but the most 2 impressive were from: wasim ,the tough arrogant opinionated friend,,,he called me little fagoomy and many other sweet things,, OMG,,that made me so happy,,the other day,the surprise,was that,,i caught karim online,the lovely complimenter friend,, he couldnot help telling me ,, eeh el3ak eli enta ba3eteholi dah,, yabni rakez fi mozakretak a7san,,i felt kinda down,,bas 3adi ya3ni,,wef3lan kan lazem arakez fil mozakra mesh 3ashan what koki said,,bas elwa2t kan azaf esara7a,, yet after i finshed my exams,,thinking of it,, i found myself have the time to write even what some may think itis 3ak"nonsense" tooz""whatever"" i will write still till the last beat of my heart,for the sake of not banning this great nation of my creation,,hehe,,,te2olsh taha 7esin yakhay,,tab3an baharg,,i just wanna express and let out what i feel,,wala yehemni ba2a el nation,,wala elkalam dah kolo,,