i could give up talking to her but couldnot stop listening to the song!!!

Not talking here again about the famous issue ;the core or the aspect,and which of them is of more importance
only it reminded me while i was fascinated listening to this beautiful song 'imagine', reminded me of everything,
agirl whom i used to admire for awhile.. she had abeautiful face ,astylish person,i loved to listen to her voice, she seemed to be ahigh class girl,but i couldnot continue,actually i didnot start anything to be continued ;)..
it used to bother me that iam attracted to her, but she is not like me,,i mean her lifestyle is totally different from mine being kinda conservative yet her lifestyle seems not to be,, i decided to give up talking to her ,,even thinking of her i tried to escape it and i could,and i feel comfortable about it now.
but why did i remember her while i was listening to the song imagine this time, my story with the song "and the girl " are somehow alike,,although the end was different..first i was attracted to its brilliant music "the romantic atmosphere and feeling comfortable just being with her" i loved it so much.
then the the title _imagine_is amazing ''her name that attracted me alot,,and her nickname too"
and the lyrics in general they are really awesome,somehting you really wanna do and live in not only with " which is the girl herself here ,the girl in general is abig woow in deed,,whether the way she looks or talks or walks or thinks so gently and behaves so nice"
but this time while i was happily listening to the song it stopped me that part "imagine there was no religion" and i asked myslef then who am i? and what the heck am i listening to..should i be happy dreaming that there was no religion? ,,if not then why am i listening 'or am i such afool?'
after that and although i never gave up listening to that song ,i just escaped this part of the lyrics,,
but this is not the case with the girl i liked,,when i once stopped to think wise.. although i love many things about her aspect and core.. but an essential part of her core is conflicting this of mine,, may be itis little part ,,but thinking wise again i have to confront me that i canot ignore this little part,so i had to end up all this before my attraction turns into real love,where such aromantic person like me will be in adeep shit.


John Lennon - Imagine lyrics

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one