WINTER TIME among"depression" "meditation" and "relaxation"

مواطن مصرى واعى ..قال ايييه بيستخبى من المطر

for the past 23 years,, there used to be that ,let me say unlovely feeling iam in ,,in the winter time.

for many reasons.. the most impotant one,,is that i used to exeprience winter only during the study year,and mostly during the exam days,for this reason winter has nothing to add ,,but more dullness and sometimes feeling deprivation,, everybody is sleeping or even staying up but ''WITH THE BLANKET ALL AROUND THEM" ,,i used to be frustrated that i have to stay up on my desk in this dull atmosphere,feeling very lonely,,killing quietness,,interrupted with some snores of my father in the other room,,hehe,.

this time and for the first time in my life,,winter comes where i have no exams,no study ,no responsibilties at all,,saye3 bema3na elkelma,,. what agreat feelin itis ,to sleep 12 hours,, in any part of the day,, and wake up not rushing to the desk like i used to,,but why not stay and extra and extra hour in my bed under ahill of blankets over me,,and saying ohh yes,,finally iam areal saye3,,wefadi,,

the other thing is that i view winter now,,from acompletely new prospect,,other than elantakha and feeling the joy of being under the blankets in this coldness,, i see it in the streets,,when i go down and watch people i see that ""egyptians somehow turned into europeans""

i mean ,,""the egyptian usual street character"" is that person staring at others bekol bagaa7a,, we mashy aken eshare3 beta3 abooh,, we akeno fi challenge ma3a enas weshare3 we donya wel7ayah,, we nazarat 3agiba hena wehnak ,, we7arakat beleed welsedr wehewa mashy, 2al ya3ni ana hena,,,heh, meen 3ayez yetkhane2,,

3ala 3aks el europeans,,elwa7ed men dool tela2i mashy,,befakhr we3tezaz,,wef nafs elwa2t e7teram awii,, we boos le3eeno,,sa3b awi en 3enak to2a3 fi 3eeno ,,dayman te7es eno merakez fi 7aga aw beyfakar aw mashghool fi 7aga,, mesh tayeh wedaye3 zay 7alatna,,we3eeno henaa wehnak we akeno tayeh aw beydawar 3ala 7aga,, bent 7elwa ,,gar shakal,,bey7awel yesbet lenafso eno fe3lan bege7,,

far2 bey3kes elekhtelaf bena webenhom ,, ana batkalem 3an el citizen ela3di henak wel mewaten elmasry el3adi,,mesh elnokhba ya3ni,,sawa2 hena aw henak,

henak elwa7ed el3adi te7es men shaklo we stylo we mashyeto, eno mohem awi,we mo7taram awi,,we mo3taz benafso,, we3ando 7ayato we afkaro we shakhseyto eli shaghlah,, 3ala 3aks elwa7ed el3adi hena fi masr,,mogarad nazra fi wesho aw tare2et mashyeto,, te7es eno edonya metala3a 3een ahlo we eno fe dawamet elya2s weldaya3 weltawahan,,

elmoehm ba2a elsheta lama beygy beyhed 7eel enas weyshghelhom beenhom ezai yedafo,,

,,beykhali kol wa7ed merakez wehwa mashy,,alwalan lamem edo ,wesedro 3ashan yetdafa,,wemashghool be eno elgaw bard awi we merakez eno 3ayez yedafi nafso wehewa mashi,welaw ma3a 7ad sa7bo tela2eehom beytkalemo besott wati 3ala gheer el3ada,,,ma3arfsh eh eser fi keda,,bas di 7aga ana la7eztaha,,, wemafeehosh ba2a 7eel wala demagh eno yba7la2 hena wehnak,,aham 7aga eno yerga3 elbeet besor3a,3ashan yekot ta7t elbatanya,,,fa ya3ni ela 7den ma,,esora beykoon men bara orayeb men el7ad el oropi beraghm men eno men gewah akeed lesa masri ,,,